In the past, I wore ball caps as a fashion statement and to express my unique style. From Little League to college and beyond, my ball caps were a part of my identity. However, now that I have lost most of my hair, wearing a ball cap serves a dual purpose. It not only allows me to express myself but also protects my scalp from sunburn without drawing attention to my thinning hairline.
Despite the practical need for a ball cap, I still see it as a symbol of my lifelong relationship with headwear. Like falling in love with someone before learning about their wealth, my connection to ball caps runs deep. It’s not just a transactional relationship to hide my hair loss, but a continuation of my identity and style evolution over the years.
Looking back on the different ball caps I have worn throughout my life, each one tells a story. From the faded “USA Hockey” hat that garnered confused looks from European press to my golf-themed caps at hockey games, each cap holds memories and experiences. The ball cap has been a constant companion, evolving with me through different stages of life.
While the purpose of wearing a ball cap may have shifted to include sun protection and hair loss concealment, my love for headwear remains unchanged. It’s a way to express myself, protect my scalp, and hold onto the memories of past caps that have been retired over the years. The ball cap is not just an accessory but a symbol of my personal style and identity.
As I continue to wear ball caps in different settings, from sports events to casual outings, I embrace the role they play in my life. They may serve a practical purpose now, but they also hold sentimental value and represent a part of who I am. The ball cap is not just a piece of clothing but a reflection of my journey and the evolution of my style over time.
